
I’ve been writing things down for as long as I can remember. If you gave me an Etch A Sketch I’d try and make words. I’ve written on those paper menus for kids in Crayola, I’ve scribbled in text books in pencil and I’ve covered millions of bar napkins in ink. I’d write down people’s conversations on subway trains, in coffee shops and anywhere I’d go. Sometimes I’d share what I’d written with friends and other times with people who don’t know me at all and sometimes with both at the same time. I’ve read my words aloud to others, sometimes behind a microphone, other times in someone’s living room, I’ve even had words I’ve written read back to me by others, which is pretty trippy. I’ve heard them been spoken by a director and a group of actors at a table read. There was an incident in a telephone store in which some guy I’d never seen before started repeating some words I’d written back to me and there was a girl I used to see, who screamed some words I wrote back to me. She was asking me who the fuck the girl is with the blue eyes? I tried to tell her blue sounded better but that was also not the correct answer. I truly didn’t know what she wanted. I was confused.
Well, I’ll keep writing on anything around and this is a poem I wrote called “Bright Blue Eyes.” It’s about a girl whose eyes are actually hazel colored.
BRIGHT BLUE EYES
Her bright blue eyes
Wanted to open wide
Heavy from the dope
And holding on to some false hope
Lost out in the woods
Found in her old neighborhood
Trying to forget where she’d been
In a place to get clean
Pain became her pity
Sick inside the big city
She was losing weight
Feeling sick after she ate
Heart beating fast and slow
Behind her flickering glow
Talking to everyone
Until her voice was gone
Playing piano keys
Till her fingers bleed
A greyhound bus
And some false memory of us
Her bright blue eyes
Whispered goodbye